When I was sevin years old I was diagnosed with type 1 diabeties, It was not a huge deal because my dad, and my older sister are both diabetics, and I had been involved in tests to be able to catch it early. So it made it a little bit more easy for me to change my way of living.
But being the nature of the beast there was much worry about my health and long term affects. when we went back to school in the fall I was felling a little worried about how school would work because I did not have the help from my parents. On one morning when I got onto the bus with my older sister I was very nervous for some reason, when I got to school I was truly scared, but I had no clue what it was about.
As the year went on, My anxiaty got much worse, I was waking up almost every night in a cold sweat because I was petrified about something that I could not explain. My parents would pray for me, and try to help me not worry any more, but it just got worse. one day my mom took me over to her friends house with her, and said that Mrs. Annita wanted to talk to me about why I was always so worried.
When I was talking to her, she told me something that I will remember for the rest of my life, She said that when she would worry about anything she would say to her self "in times of fear, I trust in God". from that point on I started to say that to myself, and it helped me in so many ways.
looking back on all of this I realized that satin was the one who was making me worried all the time, he had a foot hold on me and we was not going to let go with out a fight. but by the power of those words and Gods love for me, I was set free from the constant worry hanging overmy shoulders.
Ever since then I knew that I do not need to worry about anything, but pray about everything. In my life I know that God will provide for me, know matter what happens I will always be His child, and he will alywas have an amazing plan for my life.
