Life is full of memories. I have noticed of my short time that I have been on this earth is that I only remember the times where I was taken off guard or not sitting on my butt watching tv. The greatest times in my life is when I have been out and about being with people or doing something stupid that did not work.

So in my life the most regrettable moments for me is doing nothing, just sitting and waiting something to happen. Even worse there has been a couple days at which I woke up and went and sat on the chair and did not move till I went to bed in the evening. I felt fine during the day but at night I felt really stupid for wasting a entire day of my life and wishing I had the day back. Whats even worse about it is that the next day I would make a lame excuse and do it all over again the next day. This was all during when my mom was sick and in middle school. It was bad time in my life. I just lived life away from stress and trying to be as comfortable as possible. It actually was a period in my life where I most regret because nothing good came from that time in my life.

After my mom got better and God spoke to me in frustration my eyes opened to what I was doing with my life, I could not take it any more of just being comfortable. I wanted to live on edge. High school has been amazing ever since I started thinking like this.

Yes, I have done stupid things but nothing to stupid to get me into big trouble. I thank God that he has changed my view in life because honestly I would not be writing this blog I would probably be watching Lost or Braveheart.

Living on edge is when I am most happy with the world. The feeling of having no idea what is going to happen next keeps me motivated and alive.